Seawhatweseas.
I live in a Wonderland full of illusions and dreams. Nothing is real, but everything is real. Just look on the bright side because everything is how we think it to be, but since we don't think then what is it really?Drug…
As I swallow my pain of you, I start to see what could have been or what would have been. The room starts to spin and I feel happy again. Long time i think to myself, only I saw you yesterday… or so I thought. I see a field on tall yellow grass and a bright rainbow sky, chemical swirls in your eyes, as we twirl off to the bright castle of imaginary things, like us. All around us are the dark stormy clouds of reality… getting closer and closer. Reality is setting. I see you sitting across the table from me. In your eyes the sparkle is lost. No life, only a dark glaze of misery. As you lean over to kiss my lips, I see you aren’t yourself. I lean back because you don’t mean what you do or what you say. As you swallow another pill, I turn my back and walk away, In the hope that you’ll turn your back on this day and check into rehab with me before we wash away.
“I’ve been smoking cigarettes since i was only 14, Just to find an escape from this town that was so mean to me”…
Even though you’re gone, I still love you and I’m holding onto the promises you made to me…
"I almost wish we were butterflies and liv’d but three summer days - three such days with you I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain."
